How does it feel to live in a household with two loving parents? Or in a home embedded with abuse and subsequently, fear? What does it feel like to grow up and not know your father? What does it feel like to crave your mother's time and affection? What does it feel like to hate? To Love? To Lose? Shanice - the answers are soul-stirring. readers, young and old alike, on a coming of age decade long journey like no other.